I was like half asleep when she told me... I told her I'd come (obviously I would wtf, free food for me + BUFFET) but I wasn't sure because I was dying from consecutive days of lack of sleep... I ended up going the next day. Haha. I even had breakfast before cos I was so hungry in the morning. Result? I didn't really have an appetite at the buffet and I felt so stuffed throughout, but I kept shovelling food down my throat because I'm a binger and that's what binge eaters do. LOL. I felt so guilty afterwards I didn't eat for the rest of the day... I didn't even feel hungry until next morning cos I ate so much during lunch. :x
Not sure if I should go for buffets ever again. Even though my parents said that going for nice buffets would now be a once-a-month thing. But I really don't think it's good for my mental health, especially since I have such a bipolar and unhealthy relationship with food.
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